almost 9:30 when my Geography class starts lol when it hits 10:50 i’m gonna go home and sleep!!!

Back at CSN henderson campus. done with classes til 4:30 lol guess i’ll go visit the foothill fam bam when they get out xDD

Mikey and josh

It sucks when someone your waiting for a text from doesn’t text you. Talk about missing someone so much.

but then again…at the same time, why does it feel that there are problems going on between us? I always say something stupid to make them go away…

“An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place, or circumstance. The thread may stretch or tangle, but it will never break.”
—An ancient Chinese belief

I like skyping with Melissa

FASHO!!!

new hair style

The problem with telling a girl about your past girlfriends and all the things you’ve done, is telling her.

So thanks to Dianne lifting me up from my problems, it’s time to get things done. I thought i was gonna be too “eh” to even work on this but LETS DO IT!!!

Time to work on getting my 100 followers by my Birthday lol

It’s 4th of July, hope everyone is having fun and looking forward to meeting with some friends hopefully (since i didn’t talk to them all day)

12 more days

July 16

Haha

For some reason even after all “this” (not talking, then talking, never talking, arguing, all the above, etc.), lol

U always know wat to say to make me feel better. Even how blunt it may be xP

I’m looking forward to seeing u and hanging out again ;P ttyl

Last night i lost my phone battery from playing DDR with my little sister. Today I woke up missing the girl i haven’t talked to in hours. I log on to Facebook and decided to message her not knowing that she was already on, we start to talk. One message after another, it seems to go downhill. From telling her i missed her, to her saying let’s cam, and me saying i guess. This is where it takes a turn for the worse. One thing led to another and it ends with a stupid bye. Now i’m laying here in bed not wanting to get up. I have this emptiness in my chest. It’s hard to breathe, and my yawns mask the tears that slowly drip out of my eyes. My stomach is in pain from not eating yet, and the irritating silence around me gets to me. Guess she went out cuz she still hasn’t replied back to me. Funny how depression hit me hard. But can i really call this depression when this happens almost all the time, just not as bad. I think it’d be more like i have a stupid attitude, and i blame myself for it getting this way. Haha i find it funny how i used to think people who cut themselves are stupid, and i wanna be there for them, but now i feel like doing the same…just to numb the pain. “just for awhile huh…?” at least if i do, i can get up and go have fun with my family, and friends. but idk… no one is on here to comfort me. why am i waiting for someone to reach out to me on here when no one cares wat i write. This is officially the worst 4th of July. bye guys and have fun without me.

July 1, 2011

This is his lil sis Vanessa(: He forgot to log out of his tumblr so i jst decided to post something up *cough cough*. Well we stayed up til 5 this morning playing guitar hero world tour (it was super fun). We each took turns to play guitar, bass nd sing our hearts out. Weeeeell, wen it came to his turn to sing..lets jst say he wasn’t very good at it xD but none of rly cared bcuz he tried his best nd didn’t care wat he sounded lke (: anyways he’s way better on the guitar than me nd i sing way better than him. But yeah, he’s a pretty cool, funny nd weird bro tht i love <3 kay byeeee! LOL

July 16